I went to a meetup group tonight. It was fun. There were a lot of nice people there. I could see myself going more often and getting to know them. A few of the people also shared what they wrote. I don’t ever feel like I produce something worth sharing, but it’s a goal of mine to start. Everyone was very supportive and offered some great feedback. I think I’d definitely be best off writing something funny. No one really tried to write much of anything that was very funny. I can’t really seem to write anything that’s serious. I’d really like to start working on something to share at the next group. That would be awesome. I think.

I’d also really like to be creating. Maybe this weekend I can work on a drawing. I’ve gotten pretty serious about GoT and seem to spend a couple hours a day watching it. Since it’s mostly strategy I could easily draw while watching it. I think that would work really well.

I feel like there’s something inside of me that just wants to create and express itself. I don’t feel like I actually do that often enough. Or that I haven’t quite found the sweet spot when it comes to it all. I hope to do that. I really hope to do that.

I’ve still yet to apply to even one job. I haven’t even updated my resume yet. I need to get the ball rolling before I go back to MN for Christmas. I don’t feel like I have that much free time during my day. I can’t imagine working.

I spent some time meditating today and afterwards laid down to practice Reiki. I ended up falling asleep which was really, really comfortable and great, but it also meant that I didn’t get to the gym with nearly as much time as I’d hoped to. I had enough time to do some squats and then use the elliptical machine for an hour, but I’d really hoped to use it for 2 hours or run for 30 minutes and then go an hour on the elliptical. I should be able to make it back to the gym tomorrow before Andrew gets home from work. With any luck I’ll get there early enough to exercise longer. In all likelihood I won’t be going this weekend. Well, I could pretty easily make it, but I imagine I’ll be hanging out with M and M back in Jersey. Who knows, maybe I can find the time. I’d like to keep the momentum up as far as the gym goes.

Gratitude List:

The meetup group and a few things to think about, that’s for sure

Making the time to meditate this afternoon

Being able to watch more GoT