I haven’t done much today. I’m not feeling that bored right now, but I am ready for bed. I’ve been reading a few sites about making money online. It’s been a lot of information. I’ve also gotten some direction and found a few things that I can pursue. I’m not sure if I could make something happen, but it’s worth a try and looking into more.

Yesterday I got it in my head that maybe I should just move to Bali. Like, perhaps moving to Bali is the answer to all of my problems. I don’t think it really is and in all likelihood will not be moving to Bali, but the idea is still very appealing. Another cubicle job doesn’t appeal to me and I don’t really see that being the way out of this situation. I also feel like I’ve been banging my head against a wall since coming back to the US. I’ve gotten nowhere and it’s frustrating. I’m not even sure where I want to be.

I’m headed to bed in a minute. I took a long nap today, but I’m tired now. I don’t have anything really planned for tomorrow. Maybe I’ll draw for a while. I also plan to go to CF in the evening. I went tonight and that was good.

Gratitude List:

Being so lost it feels like clarity

Meditating in the afternoon and following up with some Reiki and an amazing nap

A sugar free day