My day wasn’t terrible. I didn’t do anything that could even remotely be construed as productive in terms of job searching. I’m ok with that. I did send an email to a friend in Istanbul and I called another in Minneapolis. I’m just having a hard time with this current transition I seem to be in. It’ll work itself out. Somehow it always does.

I finished my intro class at the CF gym I joined. Now I can start going to regular classes. I’m looking forward to some really challenging workouts. Some of them in the intro classes were really challenging, but other ones were not. I still don’t think I’ve lost any weight which is kind of a bummer. I know I’ve gained some muscle and my body has changed, but it’s super frustrating not to be able to just lose weight on command like I used to. I suppose it’s better this way. It’s also certainly much healthier. I’ll get there, I just have to be patient and give it time – definitely something I should be better at given how much practice I’ve gotten lately.

Gratitude List:
A day of nothing
Final day of the intro classes
Finding the time to meditate