I shaved today which was a great idea. I just hate beards. At least when one is one my face I hate it. On other people they’re fine.

I hit the snooze button for 2.5 hours today and got up at 2:30 pm. I just bout some melatonin at the store. I took some which I hope will help me get my sleep back on track. I don’t want to be up until 5 am and sleeping all day. I need a more normal schedule so I can be more productive as far as job searching goes. Plus, if I have an interview at some time and need to be somewhere in the morning I’ll majorly benefit from being used to getting up before noon.

I think I’m coming around on looking for a cubicle finance type job. Maybe it won’t be so bad. And, if nothing else, if I find something that wants someone with experience I can hopefully get a job that pays much more than I otherwise would. It would be great to get my finances in order and some of the debt paid down from when I decided to run away from life. I could also take a lot of classes of all kinds with the extra money I was paying. I know that a finance job is probably not something I’m going to want to do for years and years and years, but for now it could be ok. I also don’t think I’ll get stuck like I did last time. I don’t have the tolerance for suffering through things like I used to. I’ll be forced to bail quickly if it’s not something I can do. I also plan to use the routine and structure to work towards something else. I think it’ll be good. It is possible employers will look at the last two years and view me as someone they don’t want to hire because of my time away working in finance. If that’s the case I’ll deal with it as I go. My guess is one of the temp places I plan to apply to will let me know if they think it’ll be a problem.

Gratitude List:

Another day at CF and feeling better about my current diet (8 days no sugar!)

A shaved face

Hope that tomorrow will be an earlier, more productive day