I’m on a bus that’s about 20 minutes away from Atlantic City. I’m excited to see my NJ family again. It’s only been a week, but it feels like it’s been much longer.

I had a really wonderful time at Christmas. It was really fun to hang out with my family and get to spend time with them. I especially enjoyed playing cards and the puzzle was fun too.

I feel terrible about leaving again. It would be great to be closer to my family and get to see them more often. If I was in Minneapolis I could do that. Not that I still couldn’t make the trip to Minnesota every couple of months. I don’t know. My mom started crying at the airport and I feel bad about it. I love my mom and enjoy spending time with her. I just don’t think I want to be in Minneapolis. I suppose it might not be so bad. Who knows. I’m not sure about my ability to get anything going on NJ/NYC. Living out here excites me a lot more, but maybe I should go back to MN and settle down there for a year or so while I figure some stuff out. It’s not a decision I need to make today and based my nearly complete inability to make a decision regarding anything ever, it’s unlikely it’s a decision I will be making today. I’ll give it some thought.

Gratitude List:
Having such a wonderful family
Getting to spend a really great week at my parents’ house
My mother