I’ve had the lazy day I was hoping for. I haven’t left the house, nor have I really done anything. It’s been nice, but I’m feeling a little stir crazy and like it’s probably time for bed.

Thanksgiving was nice. The food was great and Gma came over to eat with us. It was nice spending time with her.

I’ve been watching tv for a while now. I’ve really only been up for 12 hours which is sad, but I’m tired and still feel full despite it being many, many hours since I ate anything.

I feel so discontent with my weight. I hate feeling so thick and gross. It definitely doesn’t help that I gorged on food today. I think I’m making progress and at least turned the corner on everything – basically no longer digging myself further into the hole, but actively working to get myself out of it. I just want faster progress and a reprieve from the way I feel. With any luck I’ll find that soon. I could be doing more as far as my diet goes. I’ll have to start focusing on that.

Gratitude List:
A nice thanksgiving with the family
A relaxing day
The desire to change