I’m so over this place.

I’ve had a very difficult day. I felt off for most of it. I didn’t really do much of anything all day. I drank some chai tea that I think had quite a bit of caffeine in it earlier and that spiked my anxiety which wasn’t a lot of fun. I did manage to find a meeting tonight which wasn’t the greatest. Most of it was in Hindi, but I am really grateful I managed to make it to a meeting. It’s been a while since I was at one.

I tried booking a room in a nice hotel near the airport that I could move to tomorrow. Unfortunately, the website I was trying to use was having problems processing credit cards and I couldn’t get the charge to go through. I tried twice with each card and all 4 times the charge was declined, but now I have all of these pending charges on my card. I think I’ll try one more time in the morning and if that doesn’t work I’ll stay at the other place I’ve been looking at. I might wake up and decide to stay at the other place anyway. I like this big hotel near the airport because it’s got a pool and a gym, a bunch of restaurants and the rooms look really nice. I imagine I could just hang out there and relax for a couple days before leaving. The other place would probably be better, though, because it’s in the city and near some attractions. If I go to the airport hotel I’ll be a long metro ride from anything in the city. I’m going to sleep on it and see how I feel tomorrow. I’ll either try booking the airport place again in the morning or I’ll go with the other place that was recommended to me. I hope that I wake up with a clear idea of which one would be better.

I’m glad I get to go to bed. Tomorrow is going to be a much better day than today was. I can tell already. I’m going to eat delicious food and move into a hotel room that’s more comfortable. Maybe I’ll even get to take a hot shower. I haven’t had one of those in a couple days. Yay!

Gratitude List:
Making it to a meeting
One more day down before my flight back
Finally making a decision about moving hotels