Today was more or less a variation of yesterday.  I imagine that tomorrow will be, as well.  I think I may have inadvertently put myself into ‘groundhogs day.’  I suppose things could be worse, though.  Today I read, ate good food, walked around a little bit and watched a movie.  Yes, things could definitely be worse.

The movie I watched tonight was very interesting.  It was about reality I guess.  I liked it.  I wonder how it will affect my dreams tonight.  I took half a magnesium pill before I started watching it.  I don’t know why I did – I hate the hangover I encounter the next day whenever I do.  I just want to sleep and sleep in the morning and then when I finally do get up I feel groggy.  It’s amazing that just half a pill will do that to me.  The doctor who suggested I start taking them told me to take 600 mg a day which would be about 6 full pills, I think.  That would knock me out for days, I imagine.  

I’m looking forward to going to bed.  I have been feeling like sleeping for over the last hour.  

I started downloading a few movies two days ago.  I think it was two days ago.  It takes forever to download things here because the internet is so slow.  When I am downloading things it also makes it virtually impossible to do anything else online.  The movies should be all finished in the morning or at least sometime in the afternoon.  I’m not planning to download anymore.  I like being able to use the internet for light browsing of stuff.

I’m not sure I’ll be able to do this place for a month.  I like it, but things will have to change if that’s going to work.  I kind of wish I had only paid the woman for two weeks or something so that I could leave.  I also feel ready to go back home.  I’m broke and it’s time to pursue something else.  Who knows, perhaps I’ll be in Chicago before I know it.  Maybe I’ll decide to somewhere else, too.  There are so many possibilities to what I could choose to do in the future.  I suppose I should probably note I’m not sure I believe in free will – I might have much less choice in the matter than it feels I do.

Gratitude List:

An interesting movie

A nicer, more comprehensive conversation with H

Finishing a good book