I feel a lot better about life and what the future holds right now. It’s nice to not have this impending sense of doom. I don’t miss living like that.

I haven’t drank any Turkish tea the last few days. I’m not really sure if that’s why I feel better or if it’s just because I usually feel better after a breakdown of sorts. Either way, I’m grateful that I’m feeling better.

I talked to Liz for a while tonight. It’s been over a week I think since I talked to her. It was really nice to spend a couple hours on skype. It’s super late now, but that’s ok. I took a nap this evening and also spent some time replying to a few emails that are now a couple days old. I’ve been meaning to reply to them for a couple days and it feels really good to no longer have that hanging over my head. The last few nights I’ve just been too tired to make it happen.

I also spent some time scribbling away in a notebook. I’ve definitely got the start of a blog going. I could pretty easily get something going and then throw it online somewhere. I think I’d be better off splitting what I’ve written so far into more than one post. I could either post all of them at once, or wait and post them a few weeks apart. I’d really like to start doing something that I’m putting out into the world. Even if it’s only a blog that a few close friends will probably follow. Who knows though. Maybe I can get that to go somewhere. If nothing else it was nice to do some writing with the intention of having other people read it. Whether or not they do is another story entirely.

Off to Agva tomorrow. I’m looking forward to another beach day. It should be great and relaxing. I’ll probably bring a notebook and maybe even run some ideas by C.