I’m 5 years sober and clean today. I’m grateful for the changes in my life, and outlook on life, being sober has brought me.

Things are very uncertain right now, but they are in the process of working out. I know that I’ll find my way and the path will be provided. My higher power is on my side and I’m no longer trying to do this on my own. I no longer need to do this on my own.

I’m grateful to be able to call this vibrant, beautiful city my home. I really love it here. The people, the men, the food and the views are all amazing. I’m still not sure if staying longer than the next few months is in the cards, but I’m certain that my higher power will make everything clear when the time is right. I am going to allow my higher power to do for me what I cannot do for myself.

And with that, I’m off to bed. I’m hoping for an earlier start to the day tomorrow. I’m also hoping to be a bit more productive than I’ve been these last few days. I know I’ll feel better if I sit and try to accomplish something for a while.