18.5.14

Today was a day well lived. I enjoyed today and feel I spent the time well. It was a good day.

I met a guy from an app for coffee this afternoon. We talked for a little while and then went and watched “The Clock” for a little while. It’s a really cool film. I plan to go back there and see it again before it’s done running. It just mesmerized me today.

After I wandered around the farmer’s market near where I live and bought all sorts of things to eat. Mostly fruit, but some nuts, olives and cheese as well. Everything was pretty inexpensive. Some were a bust and I wouldn’t buy them again, but I found a few things I’d totally buy again next week.

This evening I went to a gay hamam. I spent quite a while there and it was good. There were some totally hot guys. I even did some fooling around. I’d go back, but I don’t really feel like I need to tomorrow or anything. Maybe in another couple weeks.

I also feel like things are becoming clearer. Everything is still pretty murky and I don’t really know how I’m going to navigate my life going forward, but things are certainly becoming less murky. I’ve got to spend some time researching and thinking about it some more. There are so many option out there. I also have so many different interests.

In school I was good at everything, but not great at anything. It made it difficult to choose something and just go for it. I think if I had to choose one thing I’d most like to pursue right now it would be the spirituality side of things. The next would be probably art and then writing. Those two change though. The spirituality definitely tops the list though.

I’m looking forward to going to sleep soon. I’m exhausted. I slept until like 12:30 today which was really lame. I don’t want to do that again tomorrow. I’ve also got plans to meet a guy and help him write a cover letter. We are going to meet in the afternoon. We didn’t discuss payment at all so I don’t quite know how to approach that. I think if I was teaching for an hour I would charge perhaps 50 lira. I don’t quite know what to expect from this, though. I guess we’ll see. If nothing else it’ll get me out of the house and doing something. Who knows, maybe I could support myself helping old guys write cover letters in English for jobs in Australia and the United States.

I also heard back from one guy about the long distance Reiki share. It’s totally on! Woot woot!

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