I had an ok day. I slept in too late which was annoying. I need some type of schedule or routine or it’s likely I’ll sleep too much and too late. I don’t have much of anything to do right now and I could certainly use something to occupy my time. Ideally I’d like to be learning something. I like learning.

I looked at classes for learning Turkish. I’d really like to take one. There are a couple schools I was able to find online, but the next round of classes don’t start for two more weeks. I could sign up for an intensive 4 week program that would be 4 weeks of classes for 3 or 4 hours a day. I would like to sign up for the morning classes so that I would get into a routine of getting up in the morning and going to class. They aren’t too expensive, but I’m not sure I could take more than one month of classes. I guess we’ll see. Since the classes don’t start very soon I can think about it for a little while. I need to find some type of routine, though, or I’ll just flounder here.

I also need to start working out again. A program person told me where there is a gym not far from where I live. I walked over there to try and find it today and failed. I will hopefully see him at a meeting tomorrow and ask him again. I could probably do a google search and try to locate it, too. If I’m going to date and start doing that again I need to get myself back into better shape. I don’t have the confidence to be meeting people right now.

I was maybe going to meet this guy from Kazakhstan today. Actually, I was going to meet him a couple days ago, but then I was hanging out with J from England and rescheduled. It was basically just a hookup situation and I decided I’d be a little too weirded out without it all at this point to meet up. I have not logged into scruff really for a couple days so that I won’t have to deal with that. I feel like a douche with how I’ve dealt with the situation, but it’s all I could do. I don’t plan to use scruff much more. I would love to meet some hot Turkish guys, but I’m also feeling like I just want to hide and not put myself out there right now. I hope that changes. It would be awesome to have some kind of romance while in Turkey.