I met a cute Chinese guy for coffee today. I had him meet at a place near my apartment so that depending on how things went we could come back here. I’ve been feeling really…. horny, lately. We talked at the coffee shop for a while and then came back to my apartment.

I had the most wonderful time with him once we’d gotten back here. I just felt so comfortable with him. We fooled around and then laid on my bed in a naked mass of tangled arms and legs. That was the first time in my life I felt completely comfortable being naked around someone. There was no judgment or harsh feelings about my body going through my head. I was just able to be with him and enjoy the moment. And enjoy the moment I did! It was amazing. I really didn’t want him to leave. I’ve been so lonely these past couple months and have had very little sexual contact since I got to China. I really enjoyed the sex, but I enjoyed the cuddling and laying together after the sex even more. I really, really didn’t want him to leave. I hope he can come and spend the night sometime soon. I wish I had met him before now, but am still grateful that we finally did meet. I am leaving China soon. We can spend some time together before that happens.

On a side note, I can’t imagine being a gay guy in China. Most are closeted and haven’t told their parents they are gay. Most don’t even seem to have gay friends. What a lonely, sad life.