It’s B’s birthday today. I have been thinking about sending him an email wishing him a happy birthday, but have so far resisted. I was thinking about it last night and it’s not really B that I miss. It’s the intimacy I had with him. I don’t want anything more with him, but I would like to find that with someone else.

I also worked on my resume today. I plan to apply for some jobs tomorrow. I emailed a friend of mine from the CELTA course and asked him to look over my resume and let me know if I should change anything. He’s pretty prompt at returning emails so hopefully I’ll hear back from him tomorrow. I’d like to have someone else take a look before I start sending it off. I was looking at jobs tonight and it really shouldn’t take too long before I get something to fall into place. It’s possible if I apply for a job in a week or two I’ll be gone from Thailand. I have to admit, that’s a really beautiful thought. There was one in Beijing that looked pretty promising. I also saw a few in Saudi Arabia that I kept looking at. I’m pretty sure my mom would murder me if I got a job in the middle east, but I can’t help but think about how damn attractive middle eastern men are. Hmm.

Gratitude List:
Some much needed progress
My departure from Thailand getting a bit closer
Good news for M