When I left the house yesterday morning I was in this state I haven’t felt before. I’ve heard it described by people as a protective, covered feeling. I at once felt a part of the universe, but at the same time felt there was a distance between everything I saw and felt. It was wonderful! Unfortunately it didn’t last forever. It seemed once I really started interacting with the friend I met at the mall it went away. I lost my sense of being.
It feels like everything is swirling around me and coming together in a way I’d only hoped. It’s not quite there yet, but I can feel it headed in that direction. Hopefully it won’t be too long before it all comes together. If nothing else, I’ve certainly enjoyed the process of getting there.
I sat down at this restaurant a minute ago. They were playing Sarah Mclachlan’s “Angel” when I sat down. I then saw a license place on a motorbike that was “268” both very auspicious signs from the universe for various reasons. I think tomorrow will be a wonderfully enlightening day. I’m looking forward to a chat I’ve set up with JC.
Gratitude List:
B and possible freelancing work
Getting to chat with S this morning
A world without alarms, again