I met this really good looking guy from Australia tonight. We met in Silom. He was nice. We sat at a bar in the Soi and people watched. Afterwards we walked around for a little bit. I enjoyed that part of the night.

Later we went to a night club. One of those places where the music is way too loud and there are so many people you can barely move. I didn’t enjoy that part of the night so much. I hung around much longer than expected. Mainly because the Australian was cute and I wanted to make out with someone. I really like the idea of sleeping next to someone. Hopefully cuddling for a while. I haven’t done that in such a long time. I miss feeling close to someone like that.

In the past the bar has always gotten me very riled up. I’d leave and just feel terrible. That really didn’t happen to me tonight. Yes, I wish I’d left with the Australian, but I’m not devastated for having left alone. It’s ok. What an unfamiliar feeling. Hmm.

Gratitude List:
Hot Aussies
Recognizing growth
Sleeping in a room all by myself