Hi C,

Let’s do an email reading. I like being able to have a conversation and just see what comes up without preparing too many specific questions, but I’m willing to give this a try. Who knows, maybe it will even be more beneficial for me to come up with specific questions and then ask just them. They’ve been rumbling around in my head all day long.

1. I’m in Thailand and plan to start seriously looking for work teaching English within the next week. I need to research what area I’d most like to work in, but at this point I’m leaning towards leaving Thailand. Perhaps Japan, China, Taiwan or maybe even somewhere in Europe. Is there any insight you can give me on this? Either an area of the world to focus on or anything generally related to the job search?

2. I keep seeing numbers that make me think I’m meant to look towards my childhood. Or perhaps I’m supposed to work to bring out my inner child. I feel that there is a message in it from my guides that I’m just not quite comprehending. I realize this is a vague question, but do my guides keep pointing me back to that time for a reason? And if so, what is that reason? Lately I’ve been seeing the number sequence 235 which strongly resonates with my hometown of Willmar MN and growing up.

3. I’ve been traveling and really searching, striving to find some purpose in life and my reason for being here. I recently spent a couple weeks at a monastery meditating which was not the life changing experience I’d hoped it would be. I’ve since realized that perhaps instead of looking to the world around me to provide purpose, I should really be focused on looking within. I have a feeling that as I grow, awaken and change, I’m going to find a deeper sense of spirituality and most likely help other people find that within themselves as well. This is something that’s come up in past readings, but can you give me any more information regarding all of this?

4. This question is related to the previous question. I believe the mind is fundamentally misunderstood by psychiatry which is, in my opinion, basically voodoo. About a decade ago I got a preview of what my mind can do and I’m still trying to work that out (and recover from the bipolar diagnosis it got me). I know that as I grow and develop I’ll gain a deeper understanding of that, but I’ve been listening/reading lately more about a collective shift in consciousness that will eventually take place (hopefully) within the human race in order for us as a species to evolve. I currently feel like I’m trying to unbuild a mystery as I develop my own thoughts on the subject based on my past experiences. Thoughts? Will I be involved in this to some degree?

5. Romance. Just tell me I won’t be alone forever. Sometimes it feels like I might. Anything about the guy or where we’ll meet would be awesome. It helps me remain hopeful and optimistic. I feel like I’m ready to open myself up again to the prospect of dating and love, but the opportunity hasn’t presented itself yet.

6. Writing. I should be doing it and I’m not. I want to be doing it and I’m not. Can you help at all or provide me with any insight in that regard?

I’d intended on coming up with 7 questions, but that’s all for now. I’ve never asked you email questions before…. Are these questions ok? I mean are they too long and involved? Should I have split some of them up and asked them as more than one question? Please send me your paypal information and I’ll send the money. I’ll most likely come up with another question or two after sleeping tonight or once I get your responses. Anyway, I hope you’re doing well and that the fair you are going to goes well.

Best,

Andrew

Gratitude List:
Being able to take some time and reflect on my current situation
Being able to see the beauty in everyday life
Being able to stay positive