I’m having a hard time wanting to write any updates. When I created this I’d decided to update it everyday for a year. I’m only a couple months shy of a year so I’m going to continue. Once I get to a year I can reevaluate.

I biked around yesterday which was really enjoyable. There’s really not a lot to do in Pai and I’m growing a little restless. Actually, I’m not that restless. It’s more that I feel like I should be doing something. I’d be plenty content to just spend my days reading a book, drawing or doing something like that. I’m feeling a pull to head back to Bangkok and get serious about the job searching. I feel ready to start the job search and figure out where I’ll settle for the next year or so. It’ll be fun to figure that out.

I’ve also got to get a hold of someone from my OA meeting in Mpls. My eating is totally out of control at this point and it’s making me terribly uncomfortable. I don’t like feeling, or eating, like this. I’m not 100% sure what the underlying motives are behind it. I’ll have to give it some thought and perhaps my post tonight will be a little more detailed about it.

Gratitude List:
Having some excitement about figuring out a job and settling down for a while.
A nice meditation
Relaxing