Ok KP I feel like I’m on the verge of a breakdown. I left the monastery yesterday because I just couldn’t take it anymore. It was a good experience… One I’m certainly glad I’m no longer having. Although, there were definitely some personal truths found in the experience.

I went to a meeting this morning. Almost started crying in the middle of it. I’m now sitting in a mall in Chiang Mai across the street of the meeting nearly in tears.

I think it’s time I just surrender. Let go and let God, as it were.

Gratitude List:
Spending 13 days at the monastery
No longer being at the monastery
A great meeting this morning