I had a good, and busy, day. I met with a plastic surgeon this morning. My views on that have really changed. I think I’ll be better off waiting to go through with anything. My plan at this point is to figure out going to the meditation retreat in Chiang Mai. I’ll meet with another surgeon tomorrow, but I’m not going to rush into this. I’m going to gather all the information on where I can have the procedure done and how much it’s going to cost and then I’ll think about it and decide. I really can’t afford it right now and I need to take a closer look at what it would do to my credit card bills. I figure I’ve lived with my body the way it is for my entire life. Waiting a little longer to make sure I find the best possible alternative isn’t going to kill me. As much as I’d like to be over and done with all of this, I can’t force it.

I also met with a guy from the program today which was pretty interesting. He was explaining to me all that he’s learned about dating in Thailand. I also learned a new term – “HiSo” which is short for “High Society.” He kept saying it. It was a bit off putting to be honest. I really don’t feel that anyone is better than anyone else. All human life is special and everyone should have the right to pursue their own happiness. Putting people into classes based on how much money they have doesn’t sit well with me. And really, my definition of success has changed tremendously the last couple of years. I don’t judge it based on the amount of money someone has. It’s a lot more about how someone chooses to live their life. For me, I won’t consider myself successful unless I’ve helped in some way. Preferably to further the evolution of the human race here on Earth. We all have to do our part to help. I’m ready to do mine.

After meeting with him I met a girl from my course. We watched a movie and talked afterwards. It was nice seeing her. I enjoyed the conversation very much.

Gratitude List:
Getting to see an old classmate
An easier pace and some time for reflection
Plans for leaving Bangkok coming into focus