I don’t often dream. Every so often I’ll go through a phase where I start dreaming and remembering them (or bits of them) in the morning. In the last week I’ve had a couple dreams that have ended up with me on a boat (or raft) in a body of water. Each time I specifically remember thinking in the dream “don’t go in the water.” This morning I did some dream research on google and dreams where you are afraid of going in the water are indicative of being afraid of living life. I’d say that’s pretty accurate right now. I’ve got a plan, along with the ability to execute it, but I’m dragging my feet on actually making it happen. I’m not sure if it’s just the fear of the unknown right now that’s causing me to act like this, but I hope I snap out of it soon. I feel like a different person than I was a couple months ago. I’m not sure where that fearless, unafraid of living life person went. I hope he comes back soon.

Gratitude List:
A nice evening with the roommates
Getting a bit more organized
Squats and deadlifts at the gym