I feel like I have a new toy and all I want to do is play with it. The problem is, I really like B and don’t want to hurt him. I see guys everywhere that I’m attracted to. I went to a meeting tonight and there was this guy who was really awesome and good looking. Totally my type. He mentioned having a boyfriend so I’m not sure he’d want to be anything more than friends. The thing is, it’s not so much about the guy I met tonight at the meeting as it is that I see potential partners all over the place. I’ve never really dated before and I kind of feel like I should do that now that I can. Find out what I like and don’t like; what I want out of relationship and what I don’t want. B is great… Blergh. I don’t know. Keeping things casual with everyone for the present time is probably going to be my best bet. Although it feels like things have already gone past casual with B.

On a side note, my knees hurt quite a bit from my run earlier. I’ll have to definitely take tomorrow off and maybe Sunday too.

Gratitude list:
Running
Meetings
New friends