It’s interesting how much things can change over the course of one day – especially a day in which I feel like next to nothing happened. And really, next to nothing happened today.

Things with B and I are over. I guess what burns fast and intense burns out quickly, too. I’m ok with it. I feel like we both left each other better off than we were when we started and I’ll never forget the memory of him and the time we spent together. Istanbul was a great adventure – romantic and fun. A memory I’ll cherish for a lifetime. It wasn’t meant to be and I’m ok with that. I feel sad about it, but life will move on. I’ve never allowed myself to be vulnerable to someone the way I did with B. And I couldn’t have chosen a nicer guy to allow to break my heart for the first time. I’m learning, growing as a person, and this experience definitely taught me a lot about love, life and happiness. I’m sure this won’t be the last time I get my heartbroken. It seems to be a pretty big part of falling in love and finding true love. I’m extremely grateful for the time we were able to spend together and the growth I’ve achieved. I wish the best for him in the future.

Gratitude List:
Developing emotionally
People to reach out to
A full night’s rest

Love List:
B