We are leaving Trinketland today. I’m sad, but I have so much more direction after this trip and this experience. I’ve also got a pretty good idea about how I’m going to achieve the things I need to achieve – aka finding the money so I can once and for all say I will never work again. It’s really the only goal I aspire to. Well, that and hopefully being with B, but only time will tell about that. I’ve been writing a lot of letters lately to other people. Spewing emotion, really. I feel I overstepped some bounds. Perhaps even came across as crazy more than once. I’m ok with that. And now one final letter as I lay here, in Trinketland, with B beside me.
Dear Andrew,
You will stumble and you will fall. It’s ok. Just get up, dust yourself off and move on with your life.
You were not meant for this world. Yet, you are here. Make the most of it. As long as you conduct yourself from a place of love, ask for help when it is needed and remain vulnerable to all there is, all will be taken care of. Learn to love. Be open to love. Be love.
Love,
Yourself
I guess I have one more letter to write:
Dear B,
I love you and I always have. From the moment we met and I saw your cute face, heard your adorable accent and fell asleep with you in my arms I have loved you. And I will love you, always.
What’s mine is yours. Be it financial resources or emotional abundance. Take what you need. I trust you.
It’s too early to tell if we are meant to be together. I certainly hope we are, but I won’t let the prospect of losing you keep me from loving you.
I cherish our time in Trinketland. If nothing more comes from this relationship than a beautiful memory of the time we spent here together, I consider myself to be lucky. And better off. I hope you do, too. And, that this is only the beginning.
Yours always and forever,
Mopey Zoo Lion
Gratitude List:
The drive and ambition to change the world.
The love I need to make that happen.
B! B! B! B! B! B! B!
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