I wanted to send you an email. I’m currently at JFK waiting to board a flight to Istanbul. My parents think I’m (literally) crazy (again). Admittedly, I did book the flight yesterday, but it’s not like that this time. I had a pretty monumental melt down yesterday after telling them about the trip. They think I’m being irresponsible. I am, but it was very well thought out. And well deserved. If I want to spend the $1200 I’m getting back in taxes on a last minute trip, why shouldn’t I? I found a flight out of JFK for less than $500 and am going to stay at a hostel for $12/ night. Pretty sure this isn’t going to break me. As a result of this trip, I was able to have a conversation with my parents I’ve needed to have for a while. I get where they’re coming from – I’m their son and I’ve put them through a lot, but they need to let me live my life. And they need to let go. The roles we’ve always assumed aren’t working for me anymore. If nothing else this will hopefully prove to be a catalyst for some much needed changes within my family structure. Just as I’ve had to move past the manic episodes and get over that scarring, my parents need to as well. It’ll take time, but I’m sure they’ll get there and be much happier when they do. My brothers both seem to be moving forward in that regard as well. I couldn’t be happier for them.

I also started a sketch comedy writing class at Upright Citizens Brigade in NYC. I’ve had two classes so far and I absolutely love it. I’m pretty confident if I work at this it’s something I could be really, really good at. Who knows, maybe I’ll even change the world. Anything is possible, right?

I met a guy. He’s adorable, sweet, extremely thoughtful and I like him a lot. We met about a week and a half ago, but have spent a lot of time together lately. I’m hoping he’s going to be able to make it to Istanbul to meet me in a couple days. I’m not sure where this is going, but I don’t need to. At this point it doesn’t matter what can or can’t be in terms of forever. I can enjoy this for what it is right now. And I am enjoying this right now. It’s wonderful.

I’m not really sure what I did to deserve this reversal of fortune on so many levels, but I’m incredibly grateful for it. And, of course, grateful in all the assistance you’ve given me to get to this point. I’m certain I wouldn’t be having this experience if it wasn’t for all of your help. Thank you.

Best,