Morning update! I just had the most perfect night. I met an incredibly adorable guy online and planned to watch a movie and cuddle. Yesterday I was looking at pictures of men being intimate. Not really having sex, just holding each other. I really wanted to have that experience myself, so I brought up the idea with this guy. I ended up spending the night. We curled up next to each other holding one another, our faces always near. It was the most intimate experience I’ve ever been able to have with another man – and we didn’t even have sex. I can’t wait to do that again! I’m so grateful to have been able to have that experience. I have had intimacy problems with men nearly my entire life. I hope those are coming to a close. The last thing I wanted to do this morning was leave. I could have held him in my arms forever. Nothing would have made me happier. Now I’m on my way into Manhattan. My class at Upright Citizen’s Brigade starts today. I’m so excited! Afterwards I’m meeting my friend Kate and we are going to chat and practice reiki on each other. What a wonderful day I have ahead of me!

Gratitude list:
Having the ability to love openly and without reservations.
Receptive people with whom to share such experiences.
New beginnings!