1.16.13

Stupid world. I’m done with MN and the New Jersey plan is scrapped going forward. I’ll be leaving for Thailand as soon as possible. There’s quite a bit to get settled before I can go – like selling my car, finding my passport, etc, but I just don’t feel like I can sit around here waiting to see if the Norway deal works out. Initially I wanted to have the Thailand adventure before it got so convoluted with everything else. At this point I’m thinking I’d be better off skipping New Jersey, forgoing Norway and leaving for Thailand ASAP. It doesn’t feel like the greatest of decisions on my part, but I’m going insane here and have to do something. I’ve been waiting so long for these knees to get dealt with and my doctor agreed today to take the screws out on Friday. I’d wanted to leave for New Jersey ASAP, but don’t have a place to stay there until February 1st now. I’m not 100% certain, but I think scrapping that whole plan would be best at this point. Plus that living situation wasn’t ideal anyway. I don’t really want to live in a house that’s being renovated by myself. Especially since it’s further from the train station. I guess we’ll see. I realize I’m a bit more upset about this whole matter because I didn’t get enough sleep last night and drank some caffeine earlier. That always fucks with my head. Oh well. It’ll all workout somehow. I’m going to sleep on it now and see if my head is any clearer in the morning.

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