I’m talking to more and more people about this trip/adventure I’m going to be taking in February. It seems to be coming into focus. I have some documents I need to request, so my goal this week is to get them all requested so I have everything I’ll need to work when I get to Thailand. I’m really excited for this next adventure of my life.

I’m recovering from an eating disorder and have been having a hard time with it all lately. Last night I stopped at Walgreen’s and bought 3 big candy bars. The Ghirardelli ones; I ate them all. It’s not the end of the world or anything, but I’ve been putting on some weight lately and that I don’t like one bit. I need to start biking with more regularity. My doctor has cleared me for using the elliptical machine, but I really don’t want to activate my gym membership yet. Actually, I’d like to avoid that place for as long as possible because I’m pretty sure I’m going to start in on the locker room shenanigans pretty quickly once I start going over there again. The thing is, there would be nothing better than using the elliptical machine for quickly getting my body back to a tolerable place. I just don’t want to start paying for the gym again already, and like I said I don’t want to get sucked into a locker room situation that I don’t feel I have any control of. I guess we’ll see. In terms of getting myself back into some kind of shape the elliptical is much better than biking…. blergh. Maybe on Monday I’ll reactivate it.