I stood by the lake and read the promises today. It was a very emotional experience for me. I’ve had a lot going through my mind today. I’ve also been feeling a lot more. It’s a positive experience, but I feel pretty drained at this point.

I remember what it felt like right before I left here when I was inpatient. I was so stressed out to be leaving the safe cacoon of the treatment facility I had diarrhea and vomited (not even on purpose) whenever I ate. I’m really grateful to be where I am today and to be able to come back here and have this experience.