Today was much better than the last few days have been. I’ve started cutting one of my pain pills in half. I don’t feel as out of it and it’s easier to concentrate and read things now. If I take a full one I also invariably end up napping not long after taking it. Today I still took a couple naps, but not like I have been the last few days. I also spent a lot more time job searching. I’m basically still just reading descriptions of jobs and seeing what’s out there. I plan on starting to apply more in the next few days as I work further off the pain medication and am able to concentrate long enough to write a cover letter and email off my resume.

I’ve been getting annoyed with people – mostly my family. They’re great and everything, but I’m used to having more space. I really only have a couple more days here and then I’ll be back in the cities. I’m sure I can handle that. I’m also very happy I’m not staying here any longer and that I still have my apartment in the cities.

I took a full dose of pills about 30 minutes ago and I’m falling asleep as I write this. Hopefully tomorrow will be more productive. I’m happy with how today went, but I can’t go back to that shitty job I have so I need to get something else lined up. Wow, so tired right now.